{"id":424,"date":"2018-10-21T16:14:59","date_gmt":"2018-10-21T14:14:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/?p=424"},"modified":"2018-10-21T16:15:39","modified_gmt":"2018-10-21T14:15:39","slug":"blog-11-handicapped","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/2018\/10\/21\/blog-11-handicapped\/","title":{"rendered":"Blog 11 \u2013 Handicapped\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"Even though for quite a few years I have been living with a series of details of my messed up cerebral reality, I actually did not actually understand the actual membership of this handicapped world.\u00a0 And yes, using the same word three times in the same sentence it is the lovely scene of my \u2018normal\u2019 reality. I am still exactly the same person, as a I was a bit younger before my brain was cut up a few times, but somehow I am myself also now living in a new reality which my computer has read back to me with my endless continuous mistakes.<\/p>\n

Since my last brain operation 4 months ago, I have somehow started thinking of my new handicapped realities, and with the details of my own additional disability.\u00a0 But I am learning that a disability is what I have, and not what I am.<\/p>\n

Yes, for me there are a lot of different and particular problems. One is different from the other, and they are all very annoying. Nevertheless, like it or not a lot of my handicaps become Super Powers when I hang out with my boy.\u00a0 But with other people, with \u2018normal\u2019 realities I really don\u2019t want to talk and explain the dramatic details of the Glio Blastoma Multiforme.\u00a0 In fact, I don\u2019t really go out socially as it does create me some stress that I really don\u2019t like.\u00a0 Somehow, I probably have to get better socially but for now I\u2019ll just attempt to narrate myself in my own house.<\/p>\n

I am aware that every handicapped person has their own different ways and different priorities for their own reality.\u00a0 And it has been only a few months that I have actually understood how differently the entire World gets along with their own unconscious bias.<\/p>\n

Yes, I am very much conscious that I myself behave wrongly with this social world, and that the culture around me makes me a classic negative judge of others\u2019 annoying handicapped realities. We can\u2019t assume that you have what you need to help a handicapped person.\u00a0 Every different person actually has their own physical or philosophical different details of their own life. While I am a bit stressed while waiting for a new oncological meeting, I do often find myself talking to other ill people and at times they really don\u2019t want to talk.<\/p>\n

In fact, I am conscious that most people have very different ways of fighting.\u00a0 All of them exist in their own parallel realities.\u00a0 In fact, the complexity of each person is really really different. Like just about everyone around has a cultural bias and that is why we have to keep this discussion alive and make sure that we can make a change.\u00a0 I am now becoming aware how this my new life is in similar battles while continuing fights with race, religion or female to fight in our culture. Somehow, I have to contribute my emotions and my creativity to this complexity of our cultures. It is Normal to have very different people.\u00a0 A handicapped person that is physical or not should be just particular.\u00a0 \u00a0I do think of these attitudes as the new super heroes. \u00a0And yes, if one needs a few minutes for your answer you can be just Fine!<\/p>\n

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Even though for quite a few years I have been living with a series of details of my messed up cerebral reality, I actually did not actually understand the actual membership of this handicapped world.\u00a0 And yes, using the same word three times in the same sentence it is the lovely scene of my \u2018normal\u2019 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/424"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=424"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/424\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":426,"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/424\/revisions\/426"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=424"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=424"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thefinchinmybrain.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=424"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}